Two Years

It was two years ago today that we received notification of Macayla’s diagnosis. It was a colder and cloudy day. Today is more pleasant. But we had to take Macayla in to have her tube switched out. We finally got a Mic-Key button put in. Mic-Key feeding tubes are held in place by a balloon inside the stomach that is filled with water. It has a locking mechanism that the feeding tubes lock onto. The advantage to these tubes is that we can change them out at home. We will simply deflate the balloon and the tube pulls out and then we can insert a new one and inflate it to keep it in place. It has to be changed more often than other tubes, but it is less traumatic to her site and doesn’t require a drive to the doctor’s office. So Macayla got a new tube for Christmas. Our nurse quipped that everyone wants Mickey for Christmas, but this was not what Macayla had in mind! The tube change went great and Macayla only bled a minimal amount. Her site is healing well. We went down afterward and had a contrast study on x-ray that showed that the new tube is flowing correctly.

Much has changed with Macayla in two years. She was eating, talking, and walking two years ago. She ate cheese constantly. She loved filling up her little purses with all the toys she could fit into them. They would overflow with stuff. She takes after her mom! She liked playing with any animal. She now is immobile. She doesn’t eat or drink or talk. She is much taller and thinner than she was two years ago. She still has a great smile, a quirky sense of humor, a great memory and still loves movies. It has been a long two years in some respects, but it has been a blur. We stay so focused at times that suddenly we look up and discover that two years has passed without our full realization. Where will we be two years from now?